i intended to write about something altogether different..but as i was getting ready to start writing i came across this picture of Tony Parker and Eva Longoria Parker kissing on New Year's Eve that got me thinking...yea, all Hollywood and American it is but the kiss they had had nothing to do with paparazzi or fame...this was just love and nothing more or nothing less...as i looked at the picture something just popped into my head...how long has it been since i last kissed someone?i don't remember...it's been that bloody long...and now am suddenly yearning for one...the moment this thought hit me i kinda freaked out thinking if i was getting desperate to have a man in my life but my need for a kiss has nothing to do with any kind of sexual frustration...to me a kiss is all about a physical expression to show how much one cares for the other, to show that someone needs you, to show how much you mean to someone and the joy in knowing that you mean the world to someone...
it's been so long since i shared such companionship and emotional intimacy with a man...i don't know if i would be able to share as its been that long...being a typical M&B person, a hardcore romantic at heart and for someone eager to share her life with a man the scenario in my life is just the opposite...always dreamt of this nice handsome, tall and dark man would just sashay into my life and turn my already topsy turvy life topsier turvier...who can be a man and still exude such boyish charm that he is the perfect combination of oxymorons that i have always envisioned in the man i will fall in love with one day...
ok me not talking nemore...i so dont wanna post this but what the hell man..this is my blog and i decide what i put in my blog right?so without further gushing and blushing and all the yucky shings i shall post it...if you can please skip this post...wait why am i being apologetic of my post and now how have i managed to start this conversation with myself so well?am smart indeed..guess what?just do as you please or else i shall never end this conversation with myself...
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