Thursday, December 9, 2010

Shy moments of Clarity :)

i always feared loneliness and kept preparing myself for the 'D' day when i would find myself devoid of any thought and utterly lonely.and here i am today, having realized that when i have been lonely in the past, loneliness was my constant companion. but when i have been alone, i have been just that... alone!

i kept chasing one big dream of mine. and one day i woke. woke up because i realized that i had quit dreaming altogether. it is indeed time to start dreaming again as well as chase that big dream of mine.

i used to think when  lines start blurring , the other in the equation would draw them back or would be used to the lines by now... that's wrong i discovered! it's my responsibility to ME to draw those lines again and to not lose sight of what I want out of that relationship.

i know my kaya and moksh will not be my flesh and blood. but they are my life and soul can't wait to bring them home :)

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Your hope in your dreams are a hope to many others... Dream on :) And there shall be several people, me included, who would want to share your joy when Kaya and Moksh come around :) May that day approach sooner :) You deserve all the love you seek, and so much more.

confuzd jughead said...

@anonymous: Thank You (:

Romi Mishra said...

Dear friend, please, please do not stop dreaming. Dreams bring about emotions- innovations- fascinations- obsessions and what not. (Depends upon whichever school of thought you belong to). To put it simply, nothing can be achieved sans dreaming about it. Enough of fundaas as of now. Coming to the point, good piece of writing. Guess what, you have already made a fan. Kudos Mademoiselle. Way to go!!!